The most precise answer I can give is “I don’t know”.
You will learn as much as I know, if you read the materials I present, all available and open to the public. I cannot do much more than that, because it would spoil it for others. The way they experience the revelations of events in my diary volumes are key to this experiment.
I can say that I am exceedingly Old™ and that the human concept of what that means is absolute rubbish that frankly has no end to its amusement and horror for me.